So, this weekend I found out my best friend is now dating my crush. I’m happy for her, but I’m sad because now he’s taken. Also, I feel sort of lonely.
This year a few of my close friends started dating, some with people I don’t know, most with other friends of mine. I know you’re supposed to feel good single, but instead I’m alienated.
Maybe guys find me intimidating most of the time? Or maybe I get lonely to easily?
In addition to that, I’m doing poorly in school. I’m not failing, and I’m not doing horrible. I’m just not doing well. To my parents, it’s another painful argument.
All this is leaving me slightly depressed. However, you just can’t tell by looking at me. I can hide it well enough.
On a lighter note, I wrote an article for my school newspaper. It’s on Miu Miu’s sparkling socks from their Fall/Winter 09 collection, which I give instructions to make. Hopefully, I can make a video tutorial sometime.
Keep fighting, loves.
